What am I Doing!?

So I am in a state of discovery and loss. Ideas are flowing so fast I don't know which ones to hold on to and which ones to through back into the stream. I mean really what am I doing? I'm a photographer not a blogger. But this last couple of months things have really changed for the good! Things are "slowing down" with my photography. I was talking with my Mom about it and she said, "It's a different season of your life, maybe this is happening for a reason. You are a great mother maybe you are suppose to focus on that right now". I couldn't agree more! My husband just got offered a position at his new job which has freed A LOT of financial stress of ours!!!

 The last couple of months I dreamed of starting a crafty momma blog and I know there are a million out there but I thought it would be a fun way to catalog our lives at the very least. So here I am. "Start at the very beginning..." (Sound of music anyone!?). One thing that has really been heavy on my heart recently is how fast my sweeties are growing! People used to say "enjoy it cause they grow up fast". I thought to myself, I am, why do they keep saying that!? It's kind of annoying. But 6 years later and baby 2 here I realize how I was sooooo tired and unfamiliar with the territory of being a mom that I wasn't really savoring the moments.

So now it is a personal mission of mine to "Enjoy today Momma!" Whatever it may bring. Whether it is a fun craft I share with you all, the soft skin of my girls as they hug me, sewing something for a friend, redecorating our apartment or one day house, whatever I do I want to enjoy it. Life is too short to not surround ourselves with people, things, and activities we enjoy. Also last but not least I feel God is calling me to enjoy the days he has given me. After all he is where joy comes from when you boil it down. So really I need more of him to truly enjoy this life he has given me. A lot like how you need vitamin D to really absorb calcium. I know I'm a dork!